Sunday, January 25, 2009

busy night

the e4 reunion dinner was a great gathering for the masses.
seeing them once in a while is good, for those whom we all hardly see.

although i'm the host, the girls came to be of a great help at clearing up the stuffs. and hopefully they don't find it too bored.

a few stupid things happened.

1) we thought the golden mushrooms were spoilt becuz of the funny smell. so we threw all away and bought new ones. turn out the new ones have almost the same smell, and was confirmed by eve's mum that it's suppose to be like that. the smell won't be that weird after soaking it.

2) i was lazy so we only opened up one table for a mass of around 12. it was a little bit squeezy, but at least we all get to use the bbq part of the steamboat thingy.

3) alvin brought some wine over but i didn't have a wine-opener. so me, vian and jane tried in different ways. getting a screw and screw it in... chopsticks... and finally hammer. we have to filter the wine to rid the residue.

4) i lost at mahjong and i thought it was 3/6 instead of 5/1. i blamed jing. haha..

5) the ping pong ball went missing at the end of the day.

6) apparently mum bought a lot of food becuz there's a lot of leftover in the fridge.

7) and i think we forgot to take a group pic. haha...

that's all. tired. soccer later.

Friday, January 23, 2009

me

i've got dartitis. it's not that serious now, but getting worse.
my performance is getting worse by the day.
must overcome this barrier somehow.

spent quite a bit on new year stuffs. worrying abt finance.

too slacked on sch work, better buck up after the holidays.

found myself too boring a guy to be with.

Monday, January 19, 2009

傷痕

夜已深
还有什麽人
让你这样醒着数伤痕
为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯
你若不肯说
我就不问
只是你现在不得不承认
爱情有时候是一种沈沦
让人失望的虽然是恋情本身
但是不要只是因为你是女人
若爱得深
会不能平衡
为情困
折磨了灵魂
该爱就爱
该恨的就恨
要为自己保留几分
女人独有的天真
和温柔的天分
要留给真爱你的人
不管未来多苦多难
有他陪你完成
虽然爱是种责任
给要给得完整
有时爱美在无法永恒
爱有多销魂
就有多伤人
你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分
夜已深
还有什麽人
让你这样醒着数伤痕
为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯
你若不肯说
我就不问
若爱得深
会不能平衡
为情困
折磨了灵魂
该爱就爱
该恨的就恨
要为自己保留几分
女人独有的天真
和温柔的天分
要留给真爱你的人
不管未来多苦多难
有他陪你完成
虽然爱是种责任
给要给得完整
有时爱美在无法永恒
爱有多销魂
就有多伤人
你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分
女人独有的天真
和温柔的天分
要留给真爱你的人
不管未来多苦多难
有他陪你完成
虽然爱是种责任
给要给得完整
有时爱美在无法永恒
爱有多销魂
就有多伤人
你若勇敢爱了就要勇敢分
夜已深
还有什麽人
让你这样醒着数伤痕
为何临睡前会想要留一盏灯
你若不肯说
我就不问

Sunday, January 18, 2009

reason

i just need one reason to convince myself you're impossible.

Malaysia Trip~2

this time, it's 7 of us. the route was like the previous. but the cost of the food was much more expensive. i ate S$13 worth of cray fish. -_-" why so exp sia. don't really think it's that tasty, maybe becuz of my slight flu.

didn't really see chio bus over there. but still a good trip.

maybe next time i'll bring camera in.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

rbc

my right butt cheek is hurting, quite a bit.
so much so that even when i move my right leg, the cheek exerts an bruising pain. wah... how i fell down in today's captain's ball game was less stupid than yesterday's, but a lot more hurting. i forgot how i fell. somehow i jumped backwards, land, and couldn't balance myself. so i was running backwards for ard 3m before my body finally gave way to gravity with my right butt hitting the ground first hand.

lost the game. sad. i committed a lot of mistakes. even more sad.

was looking at old photos on com. my my... she still looks beautiful in them.

有缘千里来相逢,无缘对面不相识。

ISG

went for inter-sch games yesterday. rep hss for captain's ball. hmm... i fell down, while jumping. stupid. not good to go for fast sprints without warmup and with the weather so cold. not thinking right. sprained my left wrist a bit during the fall. tonight going again. oh ya, we won. didn't score though, try to score today ba.

super nua to do any tutorials. one assignment is going to be handed up on 2nd feb, so fast. -_-" the more troublesome thing is there're 4 assignments for hw111, and 3 of them needs group work. each time, the group should be different ppl. and i know not many ppl in class. ~!@#$%^&*()_+

got to know a girl who used to be from nps in class though. lisha's her name.

how come i feel so nua in hall.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

don't feel like it

nuaing at home after morning soccer.
didn't bother to do any work.
tutorials tml. maybe do some now.

seemed like a lot of things to do nowadays.
been made the darts manager of the hall team.
maybe will stay in hall becuz of this.

it's getting closer again.
let it be.

sometimes in love, determination strengthen.
becuz love gives ppl a reason, the power to fight, the will to win.
love gives me, the most precious possession of humans other than love itself. memories.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

who is she.

i was going to pay my hostel fees for this sem when i was looking at this pair of girls walking towards me. kinda focusing on one of the girl thinking that she was looking quite alright. when they walked past me, that girl i was looking at suddenly said Hi to me. -_-" i nearly freezed on the spot.

i spent the whole trip to the bank thinking who is she. She definitely knows me, becuz she said my name, or i thought so. maybe it's my mistake, i was listening to the radio with the earphones on and maybe i've misheard the Hi. her face, no remembrance. hmm... wtheck.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

weird feeling

somehow, i'm beginning to feel like an elder bro.

rearranged the cupboards in my room. i think i can finally put one mahjong table inside liao.

i should start preparing for this sem's work.
7 more sems to go. that means 7 x above 4.5 GPA left.

i have absolutely no idea what will become of me after graduation.
that's why i should only start thinking when that is near.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

your words.

why your words seemed to exert a defining emotion in me?
is it becuz i'm vulnerable? if it is, is it only to you?

touched by words of concern.

Monday, January 5, 2009

went fishing~

went to fish in the middle of the night with the guys. 6 of us at punggol.
i got 2 fishes, small though. a bit cruel to take out the hook then throw it back into the water lah. but still, fun. went to disturb couples later on. damn fun. haha..

tml's, or today's the first day of sem 2.
don't feel like studying. don't feel like earning money.
just feel like enjoying every moment of life.
it's good with buddies, but it will be better with a companion.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

.

don't leave me here with you alone