the first thing that caught on me since i came back at the middle of the night is, we forgot to include dap in the class gifts. terribly sorry on this, so now let's hope she don't find out. although she kinda saw the photos on the gifts becuz i insensitively shown her that yesterday when she and vian came for a short visit. dumbz.
taiwan was fun. i like the eating part, not really the shopping part. i rather a relax holiday than a shopping spree holiday.
today is my last day at zouk as a part-timer. for 7/hr, i think i should find some other high-income job when the school holidays come along. it's just not really worth the time to do overnight, serve the customers, get shitz becuz the customers walked out on you, etc. the service line sux. although the colleagues are good. i still can't believe ron is 30+ years old. i thought she was around my age. -_-
however, will be still doing friday or maybe changing to wed night weekly. friday's like a sardine day. just keep squeezing in and out of the crowd raising your voice and saying "SORRY, EXCUSE ME!"
becuz vian and dap came by yesterday, once again i got reminded that my room was pretty boring. but if it's studying, i suppose my room can handle that. as well as some intimate snuggling. ;p
most probably will be visiting and if suitable, buying the castor board. hopefully the good and nice ones are under a hundred. tricks aside, it's quite a cool toy by itself already. john kept going on about this being a temporary hobby. said by the guy who bought a $80 female celebrity poster who has STD, and has to buy a new frame to put the poster becuz his old one can't fit.
maybe friends around me doesn't really know what turns me on. adrenaline. speed. a pity they don't really enjoy badminton, or love badminton as i do. but this castor board just might be the thing.
something that dap mentioned yesterday sparks me off about going to the camps. i'm having second thoughts.
everytime i take that out, i still can feel the hurt.
~having the courage to use your vocal and actions to ascertain all your doubts.
love, its other name may just be you.
Friday, June 27, 2008
Monday, June 16, 2008
aviva 2008
zodi brought me to singapore indoor stadium for the aviva finals. hmmm.. the best match among the 5 finals was the mixed doubles. the others were kinda dull in comparsion. first time watching badminton tournament, first time watching aviva live, first time in indoor stadium. something tells me i'm lacking in experiences at the age of 20. well, it was a fun and interesting experience. although on the tv you can see more than you can if you're live at the stadium (i.e. slow motion, players facial expressions captured, commentators), but you can't feel the atmosphere from outside of the screen. only when you're sitting there, watching, then you can feel it. basically it's just different.
my weekends are gone so fast ever since i started the night job. my fridays and saturdays just zoomed past like they never even happened, as if i'm dreaming through reality.
i expect myself to get a little hectic while preparing stuffs for taiwan.
seriously thinking of getting the waveboard. currently still searching for other outlets that sell them other than downtown east.
btw, typing this post out now is becuz i can't fall asleep on bed for the past maybe.. 25 min.
my rash has spread to my face. i need treatment, very soon. acne + rash = horrible.
but it's rather fascinating how i can write letters on my own flesh. or weird.
happy father's day, dad.
didn't manage to attend chiu's commission which i was expecting to do so. i haven't even seen any commissioning parade yet. -_-" mine wasn't counted. i was in it, not watching it.
congras to him~
need to hydrate myself to prepare for taiwan. i'm expecting xiang ji pa every single day.
too much random thoughts around. hope i can get to sleep later.
got a recent crush on need for speed from vian. trying to torrent it, but it's taking kinda long. after 2 days.. it's like 1/5 done nia. but of cuz, it wasn't continous 2 days straight.
jas having her 21st birthday on 28 jun. got night cycling on that night also. haha.. see first. been quite some time since i've been to any bday parties. been missing a lot of them, really. her's at downtown east, maybe can take the chance to go down the shop and see the waveboard.
wanted to start on my projectz 21st yesterday. i got stuck typing out the first page. and it's JUNE!!! i'm like 4 months away from the deadline. ah... maybe i should name it 22nd. i'm so good at procastinating. it's just so natural.
sleepz.
my weekends are gone so fast ever since i started the night job. my fridays and saturdays just zoomed past like they never even happened, as if i'm dreaming through reality.
i expect myself to get a little hectic while preparing stuffs for taiwan.
seriously thinking of getting the waveboard. currently still searching for other outlets that sell them other than downtown east.
btw, typing this post out now is becuz i can't fall asleep on bed for the past maybe.. 25 min.
my rash has spread to my face. i need treatment, very soon. acne + rash = horrible.
but it's rather fascinating how i can write letters on my own flesh. or weird.
happy father's day, dad.
didn't manage to attend chiu's commission which i was expecting to do so. i haven't even seen any commissioning parade yet. -_-" mine wasn't counted. i was in it, not watching it.
congras to him~
need to hydrate myself to prepare for taiwan. i'm expecting xiang ji pa every single day.
too much random thoughts around. hope i can get to sleep later.
got a recent crush on need for speed from vian. trying to torrent it, but it's taking kinda long. after 2 days.. it's like 1/5 done nia. but of cuz, it wasn't continous 2 days straight.
jas having her 21st birthday on 28 jun. got night cycling on that night also. haha.. see first. been quite some time since i've been to any bday parties. been missing a lot of them, really. her's at downtown east, maybe can take the chance to go down the shop and see the waveboard.
wanted to start on my projectz 21st yesterday. i got stuck typing out the first page. and it's JUNE!!! i'm like 4 months away from the deadline. ah... maybe i should name it 22nd. i'm so good at procastinating. it's just so natural.
sleepz.
Friday, June 13, 2008
thursday boredom
yes i'm free on tuesdays and thursdays. i kept getting the "ain't you working today?" qns.
last min mahjong plus skateboarding at vian's house. getting better. not at mahjong, but at the skateboard.
lost again at mj. she's right. being 7x7=49 days away from my birth date, she's jinxing me somehow. 克心.
maybe i'll buy the skateboard, if i can find more tricks.
weiliang left for... frank.. something tonight. to find dice. reminded me of fos (full of shit).
feeling is getting stronger. is it possible? hmmm.. i believe some ppl are borned spiritual, or rather with some special abilities. i'm trying to see if i have any.
mum mentioned that the baby is behaving like me when i was young. and i showed them that he wasn't like me, he's better. and he keeps biting anything that comes along, including my fingers, and the blue glowing ball on my bed. i think he kinda likes the blue ball. more or less, feel like breast (round, can squeeze, around that size)
last min mahjong plus skateboarding at vian's house. getting better. not at mahjong, but at the skateboard.
lost again at mj. she's right. being 7x7=49 days away from my birth date, she's jinxing me somehow. 克心.
maybe i'll buy the skateboard, if i can find more tricks.
weiliang left for... frank.. something tonight. to find dice. reminded me of fos (full of shit).
feeling is getting stronger. is it possible? hmmm.. i believe some ppl are borned spiritual, or rather with some special abilities. i'm trying to see if i have any.
mum mentioned that the baby is behaving like me when i was young. and i showed them that he wasn't like me, he's better. and he keeps biting anything that comes along, including my fingers, and the blue glowing ball on my bed. i think he kinda likes the blue ball. more or less, feel like breast (round, can squeeze, around that size)
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
i hate myself
when i woke up late again on the bus and had to walk past 4 busstops under the drizzle which drenched my shirt by the time i reached office.
should have taken the bus, but i was too lazy to cross the road and waste the money.
better set alarm next time while i sleep on the bus.
no breakfast. hungry.
thought of a certain person. just that don't miss her.
a strange reminiscence.
was craving for all kinds of food yesterday.
but in the end, i just wanted meat. and i bought a packet of potatoes chips just for fun.
taiwan, you wait. i make sure i buy your xiang ji pa everyday. even if my nose bleed from the excess heat in the body. even though i haven't have that for quite some time.
should have taken the bus, but i was too lazy to cross the road and waste the money.
better set alarm next time while i sleep on the bus.
no breakfast. hungry.
thought of a certain person. just that don't miss her.
a strange reminiscence.
was craving for all kinds of food yesterday.
but in the end, i just wanted meat. and i bought a packet of potatoes chips just for fun.
taiwan, you wait. i make sure i buy your xiang ji pa everyday. even if my nose bleed from the excess heat in the body. even though i haven't have that for quite some time.
Monday, June 9, 2008
body aching
after 2 nights of working and 2 days of badminton, my body is now aching from the aftermath. it's too straining on the body. i should start considering doing cooldown after badminton. wonder why, the intensity seemed to be increasing every time i play. and i found out i'm more comfortable with my old carbonex than my new TiMesh. sad, but true. my shots and control is better, and will be better with a new set of strings which i'm going to get soon for my carbonex 8300. zodi wanted to recommend me to go to woodlands cc for some games. hmm.. sounds fun. but, my body condition ain't. played singles for a while on sunday. it was super tiring, and my defense was really down the drain. he wasn't even fast in running, and i'm still down on defense. too long since i've played singles, or is it becuz it's just 10 min since i reached the court and i haven't warmed up.
anyway, it was a rather surprising sat night. i met 3 of my AGC mates. the 2 jacks and andreu. nice to see familiar faces around. glad to know that they're doing fine. they're afterall sort of like my cadets when i was in charge.
been rather grumpy these few days. probably due to the aches and fatigue i'm suffering from. even if the other party doesn't mean it, like today, and i know, i choose to believe the other side. it gives an excuse for me to rant. i'm childish this way, or maybe just infront of her.
hopefully i have free tickets to aviva open. promise i'll get a yellow shirt.
vian has a nice skateboard. very fun.
anyway, it was a rather surprising sat night. i met 3 of my AGC mates. the 2 jacks and andreu. nice to see familiar faces around. glad to know that they're doing fine. they're afterall sort of like my cadets when i was in charge.
been rather grumpy these few days. probably due to the aches and fatigue i'm suffering from. even if the other party doesn't mean it, like today, and i know, i choose to believe the other side. it gives an excuse for me to rant. i'm childish this way, or maybe just infront of her.
hopefully i have free tickets to aviva open. promise i'll get a yellow shirt.
vian has a nice skateboard. very fun.
Friday, June 6, 2008
NOOOO!!!!!
THAT CAN'T BE!!!
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING???
AHHH!!! NO!!!
it's just a case of no more free season passes to aviva open 2008 in singapore on yes933 radio. i think i'm better off buying the tickets than wasting my 30cents sms on trying to win the season seasons. but it comes in a pair. hmm... if i won, it will really be worth it. oh well~
so i spent yesterday playing wc3 with tan. then spending the late afternoon discussing about gambling tactics with hl (personal mathematical advisor).
the conclusion is that i need huge reserve if my luck is that freaking bad. but from talking to her abt the tactics, i beginned to developed and improvised new ones. kinda fun. like back to pri maths again. all kinds of stupid and funny ideas.
but it seemed kinda weird for friends to talk about these kind of stuffs instead of catching up on each others since we hardly talk at all. however, if we are talking about those stuffs, i reckoned the conversation will even last. technology, msn, hate it, love it.
380 times. i hit the wall with a shuttlecock and a racket 380 times continously. previously was 296. i remembered when i was young, i was aiming for 1000. never ever hit that target before, but close. near to 900 if i'm not wrong. it got kinda boring after sometime though. no-life-guy playing badminton with a wall.
went to LTA just now to act as a delivery boy for my boss. while on the bus back, was thinking about my own interests. maybe becuz from young, it's hard to find anyone with interests similar to mine. so once i found something that connects btw me and another, i tend to want to get close. by the way, my interests are kinda weird, same as my actions. now, who would like to walk from woodlands to yishun in the middle of the night with me? maybe cycling.
got a job offer yesterday which i rejected. freelance finding clients. sounds... like something i'm not really into.
tonight is work again. my body clock is screwed up until don't know what. and i'm missing too much soccer sessions. they help me maintain a considerable level of fitness. but i'm slimming down so much, i think i need to eat more meat and just sit at home doing nothing but more meat eating. jack's place anyone?
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING???
AHHH!!! NO!!!
it's just a case of no more free season passes to aviva open 2008 in singapore on yes933 radio. i think i'm better off buying the tickets than wasting my 30cents sms on trying to win the season seasons. but it comes in a pair. hmm... if i won, it will really be worth it. oh well~
so i spent yesterday playing wc3 with tan. then spending the late afternoon discussing about gambling tactics with hl (personal mathematical advisor).
the conclusion is that i need huge reserve if my luck is that freaking bad. but from talking to her abt the tactics, i beginned to developed and improvised new ones. kinda fun. like back to pri maths again. all kinds of stupid and funny ideas.
but it seemed kinda weird for friends to talk about these kind of stuffs instead of catching up on each others since we hardly talk at all. however, if we are talking about those stuffs, i reckoned the conversation will even last. technology, msn, hate it, love it.
380 times. i hit the wall with a shuttlecock and a racket 380 times continously. previously was 296. i remembered when i was young, i was aiming for 1000. never ever hit that target before, but close. near to 900 if i'm not wrong. it got kinda boring after sometime though. no-life-guy playing badminton with a wall.
went to LTA just now to act as a delivery boy for my boss. while on the bus back, was thinking about my own interests. maybe becuz from young, it's hard to find anyone with interests similar to mine. so once i found something that connects btw me and another, i tend to want to get close. by the way, my interests are kinda weird, same as my actions. now, who would like to walk from woodlands to yishun in the middle of the night with me? maybe cycling.
got a job offer yesterday which i rejected. freelance finding clients. sounds... like something i'm not really into.
tonight is work again. my body clock is screwed up until don't know what. and i'm missing too much soccer sessions. they help me maintain a considerable level of fitness. but i'm slimming down so much, i think i need to eat more meat and just sit at home doing nothing but more meat eating. jack's place anyone?
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
something is wrong
i finished my little project in less than... 3 hours. when i'm given 3 days to do it, and i procrastinate until now. quite dumb right.
feel kinda hip today after walking past 3 busstops to my workplace becuz i overslept.
while walking along the busy road of Dunearn, i kinda just listen to radio and... what's the word for 'walking and dancing to the music'?
and YES, I'M DISAPPOINTED AGAIN AND AGAIN.
still trying to get that pair of season pass to aviva open from yes933.
i smsed at the first moment they pose the qns leh. still don't choose me. haiz
hope i can somehow see the finals at least. even if i'm alone, i will just buy the ticket and go.
seriously, nobody shares such a strong interest in badminton than me among them.
neither in my favourite manga or the old but very nice songs.
i'm like the... hmm.. odd interests guy. haha...
oh ya, got 2 free tickets to zoo. some good things for the blood donors eh?
but kinda lazy to go on a sat. especially with work at night.
quitting work soon. time for some night life at home, or outside.
haven't been running. want a bike. feel like doing lots of personal projects. self-accomplishment. hitting the shuttle against the wall until it can't be called a shuttle anymore. organising my personal space (room, pc - songs, pictures, printing of photos, diary, this stupid blog). get in touch with maths again. i love numbers, especially something like 32-24-32, or 21-15(badminton scores). go figure the previous figures. maybe i should buy an ipod. $ $ $.
i think the baby thinks of me as just a random guy at home to carry him around, my dad as the ultimate always-available-to-carry-him-around + always-have-food-to-give-him guy. my mum is just someone who forces him to sleep and drink milk. baby's world, so simple.
feel kinda hip today after walking past 3 busstops to my workplace becuz i overslept.
while walking along the busy road of Dunearn, i kinda just listen to radio and... what's the word for 'walking and dancing to the music'?
and YES, I'M DISAPPOINTED AGAIN AND AGAIN.
still trying to get that pair of season pass to aviva open from yes933.
i smsed at the first moment they pose the qns leh. still don't choose me. haiz
hope i can somehow see the finals at least. even if i'm alone, i will just buy the ticket and go.
seriously, nobody shares such a strong interest in badminton than me among them.
neither in my favourite manga or the old but very nice songs.
i'm like the... hmm.. odd interests guy. haha...
oh ya, got 2 free tickets to zoo. some good things for the blood donors eh?
but kinda lazy to go on a sat. especially with work at night.
quitting work soon. time for some night life at home, or outside.
haven't been running. want a bike. feel like doing lots of personal projects. self-accomplishment. hitting the shuttle against the wall until it can't be called a shuttle anymore. organising my personal space (room, pc - songs, pictures, printing of photos, diary, this stupid blog). get in touch with maths again. i love numbers, especially something like 32-24-32, or 21-15(badminton scores). go figure the previous figures. maybe i should buy an ipod. $ $ $.
i think the baby thinks of me as just a random guy at home to carry him around, my dad as the ultimate always-available-to-carry-him-around + always-have-food-to-give-him guy. my mum is just someone who forces him to sleep and drink milk. baby's world, so simple.
that idiot
next time that idiot comes around and pours her woes again,
i must remind myself to keep my mouth shut. useless words.
i described tonight as such
不自在的自然
i don't deny my desire.
but the acknowledgment of the past takes priority.
i should start making conscious efforts to see others other than their inner sides.
so far, i'm making no progress.
working is a pain in the ass.
i just wanna play some shuttles.
the only thing that doesn't change is change itself.
her, me, us.
if i know my future, then i won't be bothering abt the past but looking forward.
but since the path ahead leads to unfamiliar grounds, i got afraid, so i turned back the hands of time and hung on to the past.
until i hit an obstacle, did i realise that the hands that were holding on to the hands of time, were slipping away at the same velocity of time.
then i decided to let it all go.
face my front, and marches on, as if i know my future.
i must remind myself to keep my mouth shut. useless words.
i described tonight as such
不自在的自然
i don't deny my desire.
but the acknowledgment of the past takes priority.
i should start making conscious efforts to see others other than their inner sides.
so far, i'm making no progress.
working is a pain in the ass.
i just wanna play some shuttles.
the only thing that doesn't change is change itself.
her, me, us.
if i know my future, then i won't be bothering abt the past but looking forward.
but since the path ahead leads to unfamiliar grounds, i got afraid, so i turned back the hands of time and hung on to the past.
until i hit an obstacle, did i realise that the hands that were holding on to the hands of time, were slipping away at the same velocity of time.
then i decided to let it all go.
face my front, and marches on, as if i know my future.
Monday, June 2, 2008
Tennis vs. Badminton
Tennis vs. Badminton
Statistics Don't Lie
The speed and the stamina required for badminton are far greater
than for any other racket sport. At the 1985 All England
(Tennis) Championships, Boris Becker defeated Kevin Curren 6-3,
6-7, 7-6, 6-4. At the 1985 World Badminton Championships in
Calgary, Canada, Han Jian of China defeated Morten Frost of
Denmark, 14-18, 15-10, 15-8. The following is a statistical
comparison of those matches.
Time: Tennis, 3 hours and 18 minutes. Badminton, 1 hour and 16
minutes.
Ball/Shuttle in Play: Tennis, 18 minutes. Badminton, 37
minutes.
Match Intensity*: Tennis, 9 percent. Badminton, 48 percent.
Rallies: Tennis 299. Badminton, 146.
Shots: Tennis, 1,004. Badminton, 1,972.
Shots Per Rally: Tennis, 3.4. Badminton, 13.5.
Distance Covered: Tennis, 2 miles. Badminton, 4 miles.
Note that the badminton players competed for half the time, yet
ran twice as far and hit nearly twice as many shots.
*The actual time the ball/shuttle was in flight, divided by the
length of the match.
Being the second most popular sports in the world, Badminton.
My first love.
Statistics Don't Lie
The speed and the stamina required for badminton are far greater
than for any other racket sport. At the 1985 All England
(Tennis) Championships, Boris Becker defeated Kevin Curren 6-3,
6-7, 7-6, 6-4. At the 1985 World Badminton Championships in
Calgary, Canada, Han Jian of China defeated Morten Frost of
Denmark, 14-18, 15-10, 15-8. The following is a statistical
comparison of those matches.
Time: Tennis, 3 hours and 18 minutes. Badminton, 1 hour and 16
minutes.
Ball/Shuttle in Play: Tennis, 18 minutes. Badminton, 37
minutes.
Match Intensity*: Tennis, 9 percent. Badminton, 48 percent.
Rallies: Tennis 299. Badminton, 146.
Shots: Tennis, 1,004. Badminton, 1,972.
Shots Per Rally: Tennis, 3.4. Badminton, 13.5.
Distance Covered: Tennis, 2 miles. Badminton, 4 miles.
Note that the badminton players competed for half the time, yet
ran twice as far and hit nearly twice as many shots.
*The actual time the ball/shuttle was in flight, divided by the
length of the match.
Being the second most popular sports in the world, Badminton.
My first love.
ice cream
nothing like a little ice cream to make a sunday better.
with some ba zhangs which my mum made yesterday.
got my lappy back.
it's time to start on my '21' project
and i just realise my lappy got no lightscribe capability even though it has lightscribe program. wthell? how come all along i have the illusion it's lightscribe-enabled? smlj. 2k with no lightscribe.
was talking about girl making use of guys.
hmmm... if you're such a wimp to do stupid things just to please the girl in the most unsensible ways, then you're probably ain't appreciated by the girl. just keep hoping. until one day the girl suddenly wakes up from her abusive behavior. i don't know if that is called attention-seeking or what.
i was kinda thinking if someone within my close social circle is doing this kind of shitz, probably get all kinds of ~!@#$%^&*()_+ from me and rest.
love. what are you actually seeking for in love? security? that she won't run away with another. in other words, faithful. assurance? that she will stay by your side despite all odds. i think that's faithful too. heck.
why do i feel tired after 7 hours of sleep. bloody overnight low wage job.
with some ba zhangs which my mum made yesterday.
got my lappy back.
it's time to start on my '21' project
and i just realise my lappy got no lightscribe capability even though it has lightscribe program. wthell? how come all along i have the illusion it's lightscribe-enabled? smlj. 2k with no lightscribe.
was talking about girl making use of guys.
hmmm... if you're such a wimp to do stupid things just to please the girl in the most unsensible ways, then you're probably ain't appreciated by the girl. just keep hoping. until one day the girl suddenly wakes up from her abusive behavior. i don't know if that is called attention-seeking or what.
i was kinda thinking if someone within my close social circle is doing this kind of shitz, probably get all kinds of ~!@#$%^&*()_+ from me and rest.
love. what are you actually seeking for in love? security? that she won't run away with another. in other words, faithful. assurance? that she will stay by your side despite all odds. i think that's faithful too. heck.
why do i feel tired after 7 hours of sleep. bloody overnight low wage job.
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