Wednesday, August 29, 2007

my 3rd ATEC

my 3rd time in ATEC, 2nd time as GFAC Umpire. and soon, they're going to ask me for the 3rd time to be umpire. wah... they think i what... keep going outfield one ah...

this time is with 1st guards, wei shu was the gfac there. insert on the first night, did nothing but sleep under the ground sheet and avoiding the rain for the second day and night, did the mission on the 3rd morning. just so unlucky that it rained since the second morning.. haiz. went back camp, drenched, tired, and hungry. ate 3 breads and drank 500ml of water for the 3 days 2 nights. haha... came back home to rest...

thought a lot of the past times while i was doing nothing on the second day. decided to continue the project i was thinking of... hmm.. but it'll be very stupid if the recieving party don't really care. haha.. but, heck care lah.

lots of bites on my hands as usual... damn itchy. whole body also full of bites.. haiz...

close combat training again... time to slam that partner on the floor. HAI YAAA!

Sunday, August 26, 2007

SBR/AHM

comes sat... it's the time again.. prayers to my grandpa.
then went to cwp for a short walk... i want to buy glowing puzzles... but afraid i won't follow through... just like, something.
night, went to DXO with them to celebrate liang's bday. wasn't much of a surprise, wasn't much of a club. first time to a club, but don't really feel that much special. i accidentally took the cup out of the club into esplanade mall, then bring it back in. -_- drank 3 cups, nothing much. can't even taste much of the alcohol, and i was craving for it yesterday night, i don't know why. just felt i need something, to keep my head off of something...
nothing much to do after eating the cake. the guys went onto the dancefloor, i stayed back. dancing... nahz, not for me. drinking, bring it on till i can't. but i still like mass dance. haha..
rushed to LTA, and spent the next ten hours looking at the traffic cameras on the lamp posts across the whole of s'pore. cool eh? the cameras can zoom and turn 360. there's one camera shooting straight at a tv, it's showing soccer.
i slept around 1 hour... 5 min here, 10 min there... felt so... tired. and the alcohol is taking some effect in making my eyes closed also.
the Shears' Bridge Run/ Army Half Marathon was okay lah... until just now when i found out one 25 year old man died after completing the 21km run. alamak. haiz.. sad.
went to amk with tan, ate lunch then watched Secret, directed by Jay Chou.
it was quite good, but the plot lacks some clarity... like why in the end when they meet again, she was there on her desk? does she still rmb him? is it a fresh start?
hmm... and when the mother was saying the female lead was resting in her room... she should have die 20 years ago. why she thinks her daughter still alive? this brings back to the previous point, she should have been dead when he went back, isn't it?
another question is why the class photo has his face in it? thought only the first person can see him? hmmm.. maybe the camera is the first person. quite obvious that he managed to change her ending when he went back. i guess he can't go back to the future, or present becuz the old piano was destroyed.
went back in a sleepy mood...
tired...
felt really tired...
if you think too much of something... or when you hold on to something so easily disappeared, it's tired... very..

i just want the glow again... who are you to give me

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Sundayz~

a usual sunday, as i woke up by the alarm at 0900hrs... wondering if i should go for soccer. haha... it's like going back to jc.. but now instead of being tired, the reason is that later in the afternoon i'm going facial. so.. playing until 1+, eat lunch, then go for facial in a sweaty body, isn't my kind of thing. so.. slack at home first loh.

played my old game! flashflashrevolution.. the "punching arrows until your fingers are tired" game. my ranking is so low! 2600+ wthell? i was the top 2000 the last time i checked, i think. haha... been playing for 2+ years liao.. but still not a pro. -_-" anyway, managed to get my ranking up to 2500+.. it's tough work, others just need time to overtake me. better play more... it's actually quite fun to enjoy the music and at the same time trying to punch the arrows at the right time. i rmbed the period of time in secondary school when i played until i have dreams of arrows flying around... in school, when i closed my eyes, i see arrows. when i daydream, i see arrows. that was when i told myself, coolz, i can practise even without the computer. haha... and after that i went crazy.. nahz. i didnt play that much after that. anyway there're new functions to the game like adjusting the speed. make it x2 and it's hard. make it x3 and you see nothing. haha...

so i went to facial.. hmm.. the usual lady will greet me. then after that i just slept the whole thing through, or most of it lah. can't keep myself awake when doing the mask... i think i snored again. haha... shitz. bought the facial wash again becuz i spilt the last one on my bag... -_-"

bought comics, shopped around for my frame for the 1000pieces puzzle. found out that there're 3 dimensions for a 1000 pieces. hmm.. check first then buy. oh, actually wooden frame is more expensive. either i heard wrongly the other time, or the salesman bluffed me. saw a nice 500 pieces, or is it 1000, forgot. it's a phoenix, and it glowed. isn't glowing thing very nice? haha... and i still rmbed the story of a glow... the stronger the light, the longer the glow... but can it last till the next light comes along? haha...

went to see the fireworks yesterday night, with dad. didn't manage to get on the bridge as intended becuz we were too late. on the route there, lots of jams.. cars are cutting lanes like nobody cares. walked from the carpark to the openspace near the construction. decent view, but the excitement is not there. once you have been on the bridge to see the fireworks, you will always prefer to be there i guess. it's the impact on me when my dad took me on the bridge for the first time.. the volume of the sound, the impact of the explosion, the glittering of the sparks... just can't forget. recorded the whole 14 min of fireworks. hmm.. not as nice, too much of small small stuffs. maybe becuz of the whole performance ba. it's by china. many ppl view it at the ndp floating platform. that need tickets, so... i will just prefer to stand on the bridge to see fireworks ba.

planning on a big project to bring all my archives of previous blogs into this one. plus some of the things that the blog has. it's going to take some time...

dad discussed about his business with me when we were out after the fireworks. i gave suggestions, the whole new idea seemed promising... but he needs me through the whole project. hmmm... gotta list out my own proposal to myself. haha.. sounds fun eh?

okok.. i got too much things going on... i'm just lazy to do it...

and i recently made someone quite upset. hope the person is feeling better. smilez? haha...
多了点感情, 少了些了解... 只因为想知道, 你.

next week is the AHM. tml i'll be busy again... lots of things to settle. even on weekends, i still get calls regarding army... wah... nvm lah.. it's my job.

i rmbed one year ago... that old old officer pulled me aside during the SIT test and said...
"i think you're just waiting for a chance to show what you've got. hopefully you will show it to me later. don't wait."
and that's how i became, who i am today. don't wait... just go. haha...

my dear weilynn idiotically send me an email at midnight to say she's leaving this island again. -_- where got ppl send a byebye msg in the middle of the night and know that the person ain't gonna read it until you're gone? -_-" hopefully the whole section of us will get together again.. it's been too long, i missed swensens. the time we spent so much time in there... eating ice creams... i want to eat until my throat gets too chocolately again. haha... and i thought i don't like chocolate in the past, guess i was wrong. except that an overdosage normally means a nosebleed.

that's all for now.
MiZzYa...

Saturday, August 18, 2007

it's been a while..

lots of things kept appearing in my mind. didn't really feel too good nowadays... the closer i get, the feelings just keep popping out. have a little chat with sc, it's always feel good talking to her about my problems. becuz i can't find anyone else on net ba. haha... she too, has some bigger problems... love, such a stupid yet wonderful thing.

well well... ATEC kept asking me to go to be their GFAC umpire. did it for one of the NS infantry Bn, then now they're asking for me again. wthell? hey... i not that free lah... i'm still in the midst of getting my pilot application done and sending my computer for repair lah...

talking about these... got a few things i wanna do after so long of doing nothing... weekends are really doing much.. i missed.

1. get my pilot application done by next week
2. send my computer for repairs
3. buy a frame for my 1000pieces puzzle which is under my bed for centuries
4. buy another 1000 pieces puzzle just to spend my time away
5. build my wooden tank. it stopped... where someone left. and it's taking too many months... becuz that someone once said to help me with it. well, i guess should just quickly finished it. no point putting it there, undone. -_-
6. writing up on my DyS3 memoirs, it's like quite a big project
7. save money
8. buy a bicycle
9. get the nice G-Shock watch at vivo
10. centralise all my blog entries into one blog. maybe this one, that one, or the old one.

oh ya, my talk in YJC was kind of a disaster... i screwed up in the beginning, then was talking quite slow throughout becuz i was looking at my script, sitting down, looking at the screen, and holding on to the control to click for the next slide. ah.... no face to go back le. haha...

Army Half Marathon coming up. i'm stationed at the Land Transport Authoriy HQ to look at traffic cameras. -_-" wthell lah? starting from sat night to sunday afternoon... no need sleep loh..
one worry is that i have to leave early from DXO that night... NUS sci bash, i'm promised with a lot of eye candy as there is the pageant! haha... first time to club. hmm.. dont really feel much.

last night there was fireworks. didn't go. tonight there's another one, wonder if i should go... i like fireworks a lot. but if you know the meaning of the fireworks... would you still like to see it?

fireworks are but a short 15 minutes of happiness, which people will gather around hours before to wait patiently for it to happen. when the time to start is near, everyone will be gazing at the sky looking out for the first sign.. then when the first shot was heard and the first light was seen, everyone's face was brightened. chatting stopped... all heads were up. no one wants to miss even a single second of it. they stared as the fireworks got more and more interesting, louder. It ended with the continous bombardment into the sky... then came the round of applause. then you asked yourself... why do we clap? is it becuz we're happy that it ended? no... we're just glad that it happened. as so, i urge those heartbroken to smile, becuz you once have a heart before.

so should i still see it? i think i should. hahaha...

btw, it was recently that i found out that the St. james power station is a place full of clubs. haha.. that time when i was at vivo, i thought why so many ppl go to power station for what.. -_-